| absolutely everything
is absolutely hunky-dory. except that i get too high too often, smoke too many cigarettes, and still drink myself to sickness, and i stay up late and don't eat, and my lover's not in love with me (and i'm not in love with him), and my dignity seems to have fallen behind three blowjobs ago. otherwise, i really am content. i find solace in the things that should be hurting me. his arms. smoke of many sorts. led zeppelin, bright eyes, and bob dylan. lusting after dead rock stars. tea in beatles' mugs. trips to disney with my best friends. hoods and funky hats. the promise of college. car rides at night. yo gabba gabba. |
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| great at math
good handwriting
reads all of the newspaper (not the funnies)
knows how to end the war but only makes pleasant conversation
tries hard in bed, usually succeeds
doesn't let her anxiety show
listens to kelly clarkson, has never heard of ani difranco
makes sure to check the calendar every night and morning
writes in pencil (especially crossword puzzles)
had read the great gatsby and said she liked it
can make macaroni and cheese (not from a box)
sleeps well most nights
picks up her phone (no caller id)
laughs at dane cook
doesn't count on her fingers
never mistakes the hour and minute hands
used to watch barney, doesn't harbor resentment for it
does crunches and eats salads
no longer plans her weddig day or dreams of white picket fences but has been to a barbeque
doesn't buy notebooks if she won't use them
doesn't use notebooks
has a peice of jewelry she wears every day
reads chain letters, doesn't forward them
looks at puppies in pet stores but doesn't buy one
bites her fingernails and admits it
drinks wne
tastes like chapstick
looks like she comes from the mouth of an old photograph
never gets frightened when she wakes up at night facing the wal, thinking about what may be standing behind her back
has a day specially for laundry
knows how to do laundry
doesn't like to do laundry
doesn't like when genres collide
reads all her birthday cards, even the boring ones
doesn't really care that much for her birthday
doesn't really remember that much of her birth day (but doesn't resent it)
wants to give birth one day
doesn't realize how much she is envied
wouldn't care if she did.
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| mary washington (VA)
kenyon (OH)
SUNY New Paltz (NY)
SUNY Geneseo (NY)
CUNY Queens (NYC)
american?
that seems like an awful short list. |
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| i am 100% supportive
of the legalization
of prostituton. and i might grow up
and join a nudist colony
to protest American squimishness. 
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